Let me make something clear:
Enjoying things you like is NOT WASTING YOUR LIFE. Enjoying things is the exact opposite of wasting your life. I don’t care if what you like to do is stare at digital clocks or ceiling fans. Immersing yourself in your interests cannot be measured in value.
Forcing yourself to become a blank slate is torture. 0 out of 10 stars, would not recommend.
Seems I’m going through 2 major changes at once while being broke as heck: moving out of my current space without affordable alternative AND leaving my current job due to a change in temp companies. Fun stuff,if you’re feeling slightly psychotic,that is…
I’m going to try to turn it into an adventure,you know? To turn it into something positive.I’ve got my girlfriend providing emotional support atleast,and an occasional bed when I’m in the area ;) …Its a great time to work on my art,get away from the computer a little bit,and attempt to enjoy things from a different perspective.
I DO have some income possibilities,including ebay,and possibly etsy,if my ideas work out,while I’m between jobs,we’ll see how that works out,and I’m still technically employed through my staffing agency,its just a matter of time.
Idk…I just think it’ll be kinda great to do things differently a while until I’ve built up the cash to afford another place in the area I’ve come to love…Hopefully before winter :/ ….In the meantime,I’m still throwing out resumes left & right and seeing what happens. Maybe I’ll come up with something within my artsy-crafty stuff that sells awesome that can support me on part time pay…I could live with that.
it’s kind of ridiculous that we have to work our asses off for 13 years in school just to work our asses off for another 2-8+ years in college just to work our asses off in a job that we probably don’t even like, when we were born on this earth without a choice and i for one certainly didn’t sign up for that
this is seriously all i fucking think about
You are good at something, stop lying to yourself. You’re good at breaking down comic book plots, cooking ramen perfectly, making your friends happy, knowing the time without looking at a clock, getting the perfect ending at RPG’s, or figuring out the twist ending to movies. Don’t let society tell you your talents are meaningless because they don’t serve an economical purpose. Your talents reflect your interests and passions, and what’s important to you is important.
instead of learning from my mistakes i like to dwell on them until i have a panic attack