You already know that your anxiety responds to chemicals; that’s a great sign that prescription drugs will work for you! Please talk to your doctor!
And no matter what your feelings may be about marijuana, or the fact that it’s illegal in many countries, it’s still a fact! Please research the possible addictive, health, and legal consequences of using marijuana before you make what might turn out to be a very important decision. I am not here to tell you that you are wrong, no matter what you decide! But I encourage you to know all you can about what it is that you’re deciding!
Truth be told,Marijuana can be a double-edged sword with anxiety…It can and often does make my anxiety better,but in mine,and several others’ experience,it can also make you more susceptible to a panic attack. I never know which way it will go with me so its rare that i do it much…In my state,its decriminalized to the point that its basically like paying a traffic ticket if caught with smaller amounts,so the legal risks are much less of a problem..